mug for the whole afternoon today[:
w net & aiwee at checkpoint.
fun chattin & studyin!
i don't really feel the o'lvl tense,
not sure what's wrong w me.
hahahahaha[:

someone came knockin to my dream last night,
a person who is once so dear to me.
not him alright,
hahahaha[:
it's my first ex.
like so funny-
after so long he suddenly appear in my dream.
the weirdiest thing was,
he send an email to me!
scary huh!
hahahahaa[:
meetin him after my o's!
he's still the same him,
not much of changes.
the boy who would always give in to me,
mke me feel so secure.
hahahaha[:
he told me somethin that somehow touches my heart.

we had broke up abt 3yrs ago,
yet he said he still can't really let go.
but i hav had alr let go,
i feel so bad when i heard this from him.
>:/
told him abt my recent breakup & all.
he console me & he said this
'von-
rmb when the whole decide to leave you alone,
i'll still stay.'
*blush*
hahahahahaha[:
i'm soo surprise when i see this la,
& i feel butterfly in my stomach.

it may sound so sweet,
but who knows it's just another empty promise or sweet talk?
how i wish i can let down my guard on all this,
but i just couldn't.
maybe i just could nvr bring myself to believe all this alr.
i'm just so utterly disappointed over all this stuff recently.

hahahaa[:
i feel soo excited abt the meet up can!
x:
hope o's will be over soon soon soon!
i want to do lots of things!
teeheeeheee:D

& what i guess was right.
it's silence between us again.
but it's okay to me alr,
i'm used to it[:

bye everyone!
muggin time:D
tkcare alright.
anyway,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
seems kinda late,
but nvrm laa.
hahahahaha[: