Reminiscing the past.
It's just the happy moment.
(((:

I'm glad i've love-d u once,
& nvr did i regret.
but the one i love-d,
it's not who u are anymore.


30th tml,
will be the last day i'm gng to;
think&care abt u.

Promise to move on(:
all the best to u!
loves.




Farewell my love-d,
i'll missed u whenever i can.

"Return my smile back to me!"

Mom think that i shd stay home more.
Is there any ways i can erase all the memories we had?

I throw&hide all the things that is related to you,
since the day i decided to leave.
BUT!
How to throw you out of my god damn mind!

Gonggong,
u got to help me in this.

Fri was a bad clubbing night,
it hurts to see dearies to be in such state.
Evanlove,
we shall work tgt to get the shitass out of us.
you knw,
u got us.
we love you(:

Sat rock!
NDP preview w Evelyn!
damn awesome!
:DDD

then..
PLAY w the Dereks(:
the safest&happening club ever!
great time out w them!
:D

Sun Shakeshake fries w Memories(:
Slack;Rot;Catchup :DDD
Danny joined us too.
Daiso w Ruilove before that!

pretty awesome wkend!
&&&
randomly i missed him.

This will be what i'm gng to study for next semester/:
5-days wk again!
C-U-I AH!

Hopefully it will be fun,
&&&
most importantly!
having nice&fun classmates!
Godblesss!
(((:

Heard the song from RuiLove's blog.

Roll The Credits

Boy in the beginning
In the beginning it me and you
I was Bonnie, You were Clyde
We we were running
We were running for the end
We knew
(Before the credits)

But then in the middle
In the middle you went and changed the script
Took a pencil and erased my happy ending
Instead of loving you I feel so sick
(Roll the credits)

I know you directed it
I'm sure I produced a bit
So why's that chick stealing my show?

Baby, Tell me
Who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me
Who does she hang out with
When you're not together
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Before the credits)

Roll the credits
And tell me
How many of your friends
You told all about it
They said "You're workin"
Last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them, too?
Or was I just the fool?
(Well, roll the credits)

Roll the credits

You worked undercover
And gave her every single line I owned
And it doesn't make me feel any better
That you took her places we would go

I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
Tell me, why is that chick playing my roll?

Baby, Tell me
Who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me
Who does she hang out with
When you're not together
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Before the credits)

Roll the credits
And tell me
How many of your friends
You told all about it
They said "You're workin"
Last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them, too?
Or was I just the fool?
(Well, roll the credits)

Roll the credits

I know you directed it
I'm sure I produced a bit
I thought you were meant for me
My name should be on that screen
We weren't even at the end
But you started auditioning
And let somebody star in my show

Baby, Tell me
Who is she?
I need to know her name and number
Tell me
Who does she hang out with
When you're not together
I ain't gonna do nothing crazy
I just need you to hear me
(Before the credits)

Roll the credits
And tell me
How many of your friends
You told on about it
They said "You're workin"
Last Friday night when I was calling
Did you lie to all of them, too?
Or was I just the fool?
(Well, roll the credits)

This song make me/:
MAKE ME FEEL I'M SUCH A BIG FOOOL!
FUCKING SHIT!

p.s: i'm having phobia when people get close.

Days are definitely getting better being single.
enjoying the loves from everyone (((:

ohhh!
tml will be the last day of funeral.
thanks to all my dearies tht acc me through these days.
i love you guys <3s.

evan had planned my wkend for me!
LOL!
packed w parties.
i need a break from all the stuff i'm facing.

Gonggong left us peacefully @ age of 87,
i missed him so much nw/:
he's such a nice&good gonggong to me\:

carrying me ard when i'm young.
giving me the best and nthg else.
everything he did for me,
would always be with me.
i love you.

Life is so fragile/:
every single secs in life counts.
live to the fullest,
with the biggest smile.

From today onwards,
You&I are just friends.
No more than tht.

Takin' Back My Love. - Enrique Iglesias

Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt?

You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love

Yeah, what did I do but give love to you?
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you

You think that you know
(I do)
You've made yourself cold
(Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl

You're out of control
(So what?)
How could you let go?
(Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material?

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

So all this love I give you, take it away
(Uh, uh huh)
You think material's the reason I came
(Uh, uh huh)

If I had nothing would you want me to stay
(Uh, uh huh)
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
(I'm taking back my love)
Ooh, my love

I need my life.
A life where it's just;
Me,Family,Friends& Future.

RuiLove asked me;
Am i able to survive on my own.

Without 2nd thought i told her;
Yes! i can. i'm always fine when i'm on my own.

hahaha(:
maybe after so long,
i'm still me.
love freedom.
relationship is definitely not something tht i desired.

unless i really love the guy.
but well-
love will nvr be my priority anymore.
i made up my mind(((:

ohhh!
anway,
been gng crazy over Boys Before Flowers!
the guys are so hot;talented&rich!
do such guy really exist?!?!
omgggggg!


Kim Hyun Joong!
Pretty&Hot!
Irresistible can!
AHHHH!
When he smile, i can totally melt can!
:DDDDDDDDD



Kim Bum!
SOOOO CUTE!
& he's only 20 this yr!
When he play saxaphone in the show
is like WOAHWOAHWOAH! HOTTTTT!


Lee Min Ho!
HotHotHot!
Hot body!
&His charming smileeee!


Kim Joon!
He's hot when he give the kind of Playboy smile!
&&&
when he fight(((:
:DDDD



Lastly!
the 4 of them!
i gng to buy their poster & put it up in my rooom!
LOL!

Their smile is the killer!
Can mke me melt cannnnnn!
how to have such guys on earth!
Pls let me meet one of themmmm!

This is the first time.
i'm so crazyyy over this kind of stufff!
Omg!
:DDDDDDDDDD