ewww-
it's so borin la!
everyday at home,
do nthg-
)))))))):
even though nw not workin anymore,
but it's like soo soo boring laa!
plss-
save mee!
by askin me out?

ytd went town-in w bestiess,
Zhen, Rui & Net:DDD
bought a Fila top & a mke-up bag!
ate at HK cafe,

this is what we had:DDD
freaking nice laa[[:

a cucumber a day mke the skin smoother:D

she had bake rice w no rice! LMAO x:

baked rice w a big piece of chicken!

AHHH:OO too nice to be resist!!

net was the chopstick x:



LOVE THEM:DD
laugh our hearts out while talking abt NOBIT!!
damn funny laa!
bth!
think will get back to town next wk to grab some tops,
i spotted ytd!

slept straight away after bathin last night,
i'm like totally SHAG plss!
1 whole night didn't sleep,
then went town-in straight in the mornin-.-
damn shagg but it's fun laaa:DD

everything may appear to be gng on well on it's surface,
but who knws what's really happening in it?
like u & me,
everyone have to say out what's the problem is sometime to solve it.
instead of playin guessin game.
i love the way we are nw,
the way u start to talk more of our problems.
i appreciate the change u made-
stop thinkin so much,
if what u think really happen in future,
at least u have all the beautiful memories lies inside your heart.
treasure what it's now-
i can really see u're puttin effort nw,
but i still prefer the way we're like nw.
thus,
i'm nt hopin anything will change till i really see what i want.
[p.s: thanks for the yong tou fu today:DD]

alright ppl-
gtg!
byeee:DDD

it've been so long since i last blog?
miss me?
hahahahaha[:
too busy to blog plus ultra lazy:D

lots of things happen recently.
like my birthday:D
& des birthday!
&&&&&&&
most importantly!
CNY!!
mola mola mola roll roll roll~~~

well-
my birthday was great la!
juniors celebrated my advanced bday for me!
soo soo cute la them:DD
& i'm really soo soo surprised all all the things!
love them so so so much man[:
they gave me a double heart necklace & a slice of cake!
which ended up being thrown on my poor faceD:
but nvm la!
i enjoy myself:D


next will be celebration w besties!

headed town!
had marche:DD
yummm:D~~~
as usual crap & talk & laugh alots!
hohohoohoo:DDD
i really missed the times wher everyone is out tgt laa!
DDD:
when can we meet up again ladies?

final celebration!
NIGHT SARFARI DAY:DDD

w 2 darlingss JUNE & JASMINE!
hohoho:DD
only them willing to go w me-
but nvm!
i enjoyed myself whole-heartedly:DDDDD

night besties & buddies all came over to my hse to celebrate
& gather!
:DDDD
they bought me a cake!!
LALALALALA:DDD
walk-ed to Seletar to slack & crap till morning!
funfunfun:DDD
didn't have pics cos it's all w JEE[[:
someone watched porn at my hse!
GOODNESS-.-

overall my birthday this yr was FUNFUNFUN!
I LOVE THEM MANYMANYMANYMANY:DDDDD

CNY,
as usual-
go round bai nian get mola:DDD
then movie at night or slackin-
nthg much also.
hahahhahaa[:

tml will be the BIG DAY:DDD
wish me good luck huh!
&&&
good luck to all everyone yea!!

finally!
i went to work:DD
borin laa today-
NANA nt here)):
so sad-
no one cock w me!
lucky gt 2 good bf call me & cock w me for abt 3hrs!
HAHAHAHAHAAHAA:DDDD
thanks so much huh-

i really have to blog abt this girl workin ther,
she is a dark skin girl la,
darker than malay-
so u guys knw which race she frm huh!
she's really soo soo soo IRRITATIN TO THE MAX can!!
ultra duper!
more irritatin than me laa.

she keep thinkin that she's soo fuckin pretty okay-
so what if she hav ultra bouncy big nehneh & big butt?!
she's so fuckin proud of it laa!
CB-
i knw i'm flat & hav small butt,
BUT-
i don't see a point for u to say me!
&&&
at least i'm taller than her so my nehneh & butt just suit my size!
SHE!
so short w sucha a big nehneh & butt!
&&&&
she's so fuckin round okay!
& FUCKIN SAY I'M FAT!!
it's REALLY LIKE WTFFF & FUCK HER HARD LO!
so imagine nw ppl!
how she look like-
-.-
kao!
i kept shutup & don't want to talk to her,
she keep come find me!
wtf?
&&&&&&
the most funny thin is she say she's such a pro in makin up.
end up-
ask ppl be her model,
& guess what?
she mess up the whole face,
eye shadow on ppl nose!
LIKE LMAO ROFL CAN!
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
she simply just can't stfu!
really!
-.-
talk more than i do-
when ppl didn't ask for her comment!
SHE COMMENT!
even when there's no comment needed alright!
GOODNESS-
lucky she work only on thurs to sun-
i don't need to see her for soo fuckin long!

hahahaahahhaha[:
seems like my whole post is abt her man!
:DDDD
today had Sakae w June after work:DD
love her many many many la[[[:

BYE EVERYONE!
:DDDD
pray for me!!!
[p.s: can u feel the pain in me?]

Jialong & Robin is finally out!
catched up a little w them.
glad they finally knw how to think alr huh.
:DDDD

nthg much to talk abt also-
&&&
i'm feelin numb over everything.
fri will be the big day of gettin my O'lvl result.
everyone feels scare,
as for me-
seriously,
i only feel a little of scare.
& that's all.
but everyone like so scare can-.-
as for me?
nthg much also la.
hahahahahaha[:

TAG REPLIES:
june: i'm okay alr:D cry cos i'm tired of everything. & i feel i'm bein fooled:D
beebee: HAHAHAAH:D THANKS GIRLS! TKCARE!
shu: it's okay shu! see you on fri huh:DDD
RUI': cos i feel that i'm bein fooled. hahahaha[[: YESYESYES! oven! so i can bake nice thing for u girls:DDD on my wishlist- is all the thing i'm gng to buy myself! you all hav to think what to buy for me! hAHAAHAHAHA:D i want SURPRISEEE!!
VIVIEN: THANKS! tkcare:D
jingren: LINKED!
Jus: HAHAHAHAA[: what you wrote is really nice! future writer:DD LOL! RUI JUS IS HINTIN U!!

As usual-
skipped work today:DD
monday blue u see.

slack at home for whole day!
later have to go back to workplace to get something,
so irritatin laa-
if nvr go tke mean money gone-.-
ahhh:/
mafann!

last night was bad!
i cried like dog again-
cos of u knw i knw kinda stuff.
like idiot la huh-.-
lucky odi was tell to listen to my rant!
hohohoho:OOO
but i'm feelin so soo much better alr:D
maybe frm the start it had nvr really started afterall-
BOO~~
nvm it's okay-
i'm cool over it man:DDDD

Most of my besties will be spendin this bloody day alone!
includin me!
haii:/
so poor thing laa-

thinkin of whether shd i get something for someone special?
on that day-
net gave me this idea.
but wait!
who shd i give & what shd i buy?
even this i also don't knw-
hahahahaha[:

then after thinkin this,
we've a crazy idea-
why nt find a part-time bf on that day?
just for that day.
hahahahaha[[:
sound so freakin fun la:D
but wait again-
who shd i ask?
hahahahahhaa[[:
irritatin laa!

before this day,
is my day can!
& i really don't knw what to do?
this is the day i really wish someone would show surprise for me.
*get the hint?*
hahahahahaha[:
actually just a simple greetin is nice:D

anyway,
fri shit came to workplace & fetch me home:DDD
hahahahaa[[:
shit bought oreo blended frm Queentowns to Compass pt,
like so freakin far & everythin melt-.-
but it's still nice ah!
hohohoho:DD
went for movie!
almost fall asleep half-way thru ah,
but when it's endin it's so freakin touchin laa.
i cried))):
shit laughed at me!
idiotic-
still say i act cry-.-

somethin in the movie-
*took it frm Jus blog*
其实爱情或许只存在那一刹那。
大抵这个虚幻年代有着太多的不确定，让人感到不安，不敢相爱。

当比好朋友更好一点的朋友? 情侣会分手，好朋友才是一辈子的?
说穿了，不过是不敢，不愿，不能爱。



也许你我都在害怕，
也许我不应该再这样假装下去，
也许根本就是我想太多，
也许我做的一切都是愚蠢的，
也许我应该懂的什么是满足，
也许一开始，根本也没开始过。



我。。。。。。。明白了。



that guy died in the end,
but the girl didn't knw abt.
cos before that guy die,
he had ask his sis to send her birthday greetin every yr.
this is the most important day to that girl & guy.
sigh)):

something is troubling me!
i can't sleep ):
HELP!!
i really don't knw what's wrong w me.
feel like gng out nw!
yea-
NOW!
at this hr,
i must be crazy laa!
AHHHHH:/

i shd have gone to the party!
shd hav!
if i go,
i won't be sittin here& rant so much!
&&&&
think so much-

fuck man!
what's wrong w me!
GRRRRR:SSS

bad bad bad!
my days are gettin bad-
real bad!
))))))))))))))))))))))))):
why am i so fuckin emo nw?

stop remindin me my birthday is comin.
cos at the same time it means Valentine day is comin also,
so which means,
i've to spend this bloody day,
watchin couples & couples & couples around me
smiling & holdin hands & huggin each other & takin big present on their hands!
AHHHH!
i'm facin all this EVERYDAY!
see it's EVERYDAY!
nw worst!
VALENTINE DAY!
fuck-
i mke sure i lock myself up at home,
if i don't fuckin hav a date out!
shitt!