i'm ultra duper bored nw!
didn't went out,
cos u knw mom is ultra emo again.
so can't leave her alone at home.
she cried & cried & cried-
yeaa-
so god bless me huh!

frm morning she went out to cantonment,
till she reached home she is crying-.-
for god sake!
i'm so damn worried at home can.
it's like she leave ther at abt 2plus 3,
she reached home at abt 4plus only.
goodness-
guess what she took the wrong train back,
so she wonder ard orchard after that then she come back.
it's really like
$^^&#^#%^^*^%$@!#@!($#($#(!(2
nvr even call & tell me!

tml have to work again.
GRRRRRR :OO
but workin w Nana, Audrey & Suria aunty.!
they're the best ppl ard there man-
plus they teach me lots of things.
the most important thing they tell me is,
'You're still young don't ever get yourself tied down by 1 man,
you shd hav many many guy friends. Enjoy life!'
i find it rather true,
in fact is damn real ah.
i can see the real true example in real life my mom.
sigh:/

seems like i've lose more hope & confident in gettin into a r/s.
everyone seems to fail in this,
includin me myself.
i'm so sick of fallin in love & end up cryin in the end.
everything just repeat in every r/s.
like what they tell me,
why must i tied down to 1 guy & mke myself miserable,
when i'm still young.
i shd really enjoy my life & flirt ard,
instead of just stick to 1.
it's really a wrong move to get into a r/s nw.
but still,
deep in me i still really hope to experience a real & true r/s.
i guess this really need a long period of time to find the right one.

right nw,
i need to fixed my feelin & put everythin back on track again.
nw i still like him,
but yet nt pinnin to much of hope.
cos i hav alr knw what's the endin would be like alr.
hahahhahaahaaa[[[:
i hav had once hav him,
& nw i won't hold him back-
i'll set him free:D
p.s: will you be happy if i set u free?