i'm fuckin lost-
i'm a loser.
i'm useless.
i don't even knw what the fuck is wrong w my own mother.
how good can i be?
openin up my fuckin mouth & console her seems so fuckin hard.
i don't even dare to step out of my room nw,
everything is left to the odi des & pt.
i really don't knw what shd i do.
no one understand how i feel-
it's nt that i don't care.
i do care,
it just that i don't knw how to express it out.
i'm just such a fuckin loser-
i would exchange anything to get back the smile of my mother.
god-
pls stop fooling me around-
i always thought u were so great,
seein all the problems u gave me as a challenge.
but nw-
i'm really tired.
pls stop givin me anymore of all these.
i beg u-
sigh-
who is ther for me?
i need to breath-
i'm lacking of air,
pls bring me to a world w no problems.
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wo zhen de bu zhi dao yao zhuo shen men-
dui bu qi-
wo zhen mei yong.