well,
my throat hurts like fuck.
blood came along w flames that bein coughed out.
but who cares?
hahahaahahahaa[:

formatted my comp,
& now it's so empty like fuck.
no songs no pics.
but who cares?
hahahahahhaa[:

i'm somehow givin up hopes of everything.
maybe being a reatard is much more better,
or being a blind person.
u couldn't think of things till so complicated,
& couldn't see what's gng round u.
maybe this way,
u'll be happier.
lesser pain?
but wait,
which means if u're blind u couldn't see all the beautiful stuff anymore.
goodness-
ther's really nothing in this world is perfect.

fuck-
i really don't knw what to do.
i missed everything in the past-
>:(((

gotta go tke my dinner,
& sleep again.
sleepin is the only way that can stop me frm seein stuff,
& think abt everything.
:DDD
i'm sleepin more than usual these few days.
maybe it's due to the fuckin medicine,
but well,
sleepin is my best medicine for everythin nw.

bye!