out muggin w Rui & Net at Wdl library.
mugged plus cam-whoring i suppose.
brought lots of things at pasar malam!
& some stuff at John Little.
well-
buy & buy & buy!
& guess what!
i LOST my atm card >:
SAD!
have to crawl down to the bank to get everything done
>:

FUCKIN SUAYY PLS!
so unlucky laa.
BOOS-

tonight!
i'm having my room all by myself.
feel like shit!
so lonely >:
ask mommy to come in,
she say she's lazy to get her ass in.
%^&%^$!# * can!

love & dependent,
just a step away.
no one will ever realise the different when u're in a r/s.
when love have become a dependent on the other party,
it's no longer love.
when u lost this person whom u 'love',
u'll really find it hard to survive.

worst of all,
u'll collaspe w/o knwin the reason yourself.
u'll find it so uncomfortable w/o sms-in him or call him every nw & then.
when u're sick,
u feel like dyin.
cos the person who's always ther to tke care of u is gone.
of every single daily stuff,
would become a big burden to u.
cos u doesn't have anyone to be ther to help u & share w u.

w the help & the habit of dependin on him,
will become a habit which u can nvr get rid of it.
when the day comes,
both will collaspe.

but w this habit that u can nvr get rid,
what will u do?
like most of us.
find another pillar who can be depend on.

at the start it'll be romance & everything,
but after 3mths.
the honeymoon date expired.
it'll become dependent.

& things just continue to repeat & replaying all the times.
just that we doesn't realise it.

yes-
i admit,
some of the things i'm really dependent on him.
but,
nw-
ther's nthg i can do.
but to get used to it.
& moved on.
maybe it's really hard at first.
what i need is time.
i'm sure time heals everythings.

sometime in the middle of the night,
i wish u're here for me.
i would imagine u huggin me to slp.
but i've to slap myself awake & tell myself,
ther's no one here to hug u.
except your dog & your mother.
no more tears.
just laughter.
i knw i can do it.
i'm sure i can.

trust me.

signed off- 2:08