lots of things happen to me.
mostly the unhappy one.
don't knw wher to start frm & how to start.

i'm not really happy recently.
totally not enojoyin.
>:(((((((((((

doesn't have mood for lots of stuff.
problems after problems.
what a happy new yr for me.
hope it would be better soon.
sigh-

a changed of job.
to a new environment.
have to re-adapt to lots of things.
result is comin out soon,
means more things to come.
god-
think i'll be damn busy w lots of stuff soon.
friends; family; sch; work.
how am i gng to strike a balance between all these 4.
i don't think i can do it.

too much of things for me to cope w.
i'm alr facin lots of problems,
mostly on works & some other stuff.
they just don't stop.

being able to fool ard & laugh doesn't mean i'm okay.
i'm very very stresed up.
but i doesn't knw how to voice it out.
i just kept quiet most of the time,
hoping everything would end.
i'm not runnin away frm problem.
but it's just that i don't knw how to handle all these at one go.

as we grow older more & more problems,
more & more responsibility.
i really don't wish to face all these comin to me.
being resposibility over every single thing is very important,
yet tiring.

we're taught to be responsible since young.
but still,
why ther's ppl runnin frm all this bullshit sutff,
without a words.
izit that they're too stressed up till they can't tke it,
or just that they're just being a coward.
i guess,
there will always be time ppl wish to be a coward.
just to tke a rest before a bigger storm arrived.

well-
everyone thinks differently.
but still,
don't keep runnin away frm all the problems,
just face it.
thou u can't solve it.
but still u're strong enough to face it.

that's all.
tke care peeps.
will come back soon:DDD