no one understand,
no one care.
i'm dyin over who knws?

all u knw is to scold me & say i give attitude.
do u really knw how am i feelin nw.
no u don't.

fuckin hell-
i'm feelin so terrible over at here.
whr are u?

i haven eaten for the whole day,
all u knw is to ask me to run out & eat.
i told u e reason why i can't yet u still insist it's okay.
fuckin-
no one understand.

now i realise helpin ppl doesn't mean they would help u back,
they will only tke u for granted.
every single one is selfish,
all they think is abt themselves.
what abt ppl ard u?
they don't care simply.

i can jolly well,
fuck off & rest in peace.
fuck whatever.

i really learn alot alot.
by helpin others doesn't means they will help u.
they will just think of a way,
that would not cause trouble to them & let u die yourself.

fine-
i'll die myself.
all i shall say,
i'm only being stupid.
that's all.

care so much for ppl,
in return.
die myself.
help ppl so much,
in return.
die myself.

fuckin stupid.
yes i knw.
damnit-

life sucks for me recently.