workin nw.
feelin very down,
my back hurts alot.
yet i still have to come.
sigh-
>:((((((
what to do?

when i'm down u're not w me,
sayin u're busy & stuff like that.
yet i don't think u're busy or whatever.
my back is damn painful mind u.
if i'nm alright,
why must i keep mkin a big fuss over everything?
maybe u don't understand,
or maybe u won't even knw what i'm bloggin over here.

what u're doin is exactly what u're doin in the past,
do u knw?
indeed u did change few wks back,
but nw?
doesn't matter-
u knw i'll get used to it & u just pretend u don't knw anything.
like in the past.

u promised say once after your bike stuff is done u'll be free.
nw-
let's wait & see.
what will happen after your bike stuff.
wish me good luck peeps!

tml gng for doc again for my damn back.
think is cos of the weather,
that's why it hurt so much.

the fall i had is for real,
i'm not lying.
for what to lie over such stuff.
it's like cursing myself to fall right.
retarded-

i'm so bored right nw.
back pain plus no customer,
equal pathetic.
sittin here & freeze!
wonderful-

damn!
what a day for me.

signed off-