Fly high,
seek for better paradise.
all the best to you friend,
you will find the place that suits u most,
where happiness is all around,
no sadness,
no trouble.
tke good care of yourself over there.

after ytd,
it left me sink deeper & deeper down.
leaving a great impact when i saw him,
lying down there,
not able to speak anymore,
not able to move anymore.
he just stay there.
one glance & the last glance.
& there he is,
the end of his 18yrs of life.

i ponder,
i ask.
why life works in such a way,
i hate to knw the fact of ppl leavin me forever.
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i knw it is part of life.
but isn't 18yrs too short.
haven't even started anything.
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life's short-
i don't wanna regret till my last breathe.
not being able to say 'i love you'
& giving them a big hug.

i love you family,
memories; bf; gfs;
& everyone!
>:
i need a big hugs!