.Friday, August 14, 2009 ' 2:26 PM
I love you
Those stuffs u did behind me,
i pretend tht i know nthg abt it.
At least,
i'm not hiding anything from u.
You wanna show me u can do it,
just do it if u'll be happy.
You say i don't know how it feel,
but can u feel how i feel when i got to know those stuffs?
Things are just gng round,
karma is watching.
It was a choice made between the 2 of us,
but now,
things are getting harder.
So what if i'm partying my life off,
u think i'm really happy.
But do u knw how hard it is for me?
Hiding my feeling everyday,
Putting up a strong front.
But yet,
i cry like a loser when i'm alone,
& when i thought of the past.
Knowing the fact that u won't surprise me every now and then,
pampering me,
&&&whatever things u would do for me.
You're gone,
no longer part of my life.
I need to fucking accept it.
Do u know i'm so dependent on u for these yrs?
AHHHH!
fuck.
